YOU DON'T NEED MEDITATION. YOU NEED TO SEE THE CODE.
A structural diagnosis of the fundamental human dilemma.
THE BUG
A specific coding error in the human operating system. It is the invisible collision between the infinite needs of the abstract 'Self' and the finite reality of biological death. This single glitch generates the static of your life.
THE DEADLOCK
Why you are tired. Your mind is running a hidden 'Secondary Agenda' that burns 90% of your energy just to keep the Bug hidden. You aren't suffering from a lack of willpower; you are suffering from a mechanical stalemate.
THE EXIT
The structural solution. Moving to the Second Equilibrium is not a daily practice or a lifestyle change. It is a one-shot physics problem: the permanent removal of the containment mechanism.